Horror Show Living In My Brain As I Sleep

Mark In Arizona 

In the last few weeks I've been having nightmares. Vivid horrible images awake me and I am startled into wondering what's wrong with my brain? 

Last nights nightmare was the worst one yet. I had killed my own brother. I chopped him into pieces and rinsed each piece off in the kitchen sink, as if I was preparing chicken or something. Then I put all the body parts into a large black leaf bag. Every so often I would peek into the bag and I would see my brothers eyes staring at me. In the dream my mother kept asking me "where is Mark?" and I kept telling her I did not know.

Ahhh that is truly a terrible nightmare. 

My brother Mark passed away last spring. This morning I called the Mesa County Coroner's office to find out if the test had came back from the lab as to why he passed away. We don't know why. All we know is his decomposed body was found in his apartment. They said no, the case is still open and pending. : - /

I can't think of any reason why I would have such a dream other than maybe I blame myself for his death, as I missed all the warning signs. I let him isolate himself upon his request to be left alone. 

Some of my other nightmares have been seemingly just as odd to me. Someone was running around shooting people in the head in one dream. Another dream I had a few days ago, green small caterpillars were crawling all over my body. I kept brushing them off, but I couldn't get rid of them. That one was super buggy. 

Who knows why such horror is living in my brain while I sleep. These last few weeks I have been slowing shutting down DigiThin, another failed startup. It's hard. Sad. Another startup skeleton for my closet. 

I'm off to enjoy a weekend getaway in the ever beautiful Rocky Mountains. Hopefully some relaxing in the hot tub and watching people ski down the mountain will clear out my heads horror show. Good bye DigiThin, RIP. Hello Passdown, may you please not meet the same fate!

View From The Hot Tub Awaits Me!