My walk in life is filled with one problem I have worked hard to get away from - Bullying. I do not know why I've attracted bullies like a dead body attracts larvae. I'm kind, I'm courteous, yeah I get angry but I handle it better than I ever have.
I have not been bullied for five years now, well not true. I've had a few meanies, but no cold blooded bullies attacking me with the vengeance that God said was his. That's pretty good for me. I decided that I would never let a bully bully me again. Since then my worries of meeting a potential bully have lessened, still I watch for them like a predator in the woods. I'm starting two new jobs, and again my heart is filled with apprehension. Will a bully be in my new workplace? Will I present myself as strong so I will trick potential bullies that I'm not a target?
This is probably why I build startups. It's probably why I want to work for myself, ah not really. But it's a great reason to work for myself. My company will have a NO BULLY policy, and it will include all the things bullies did to me, and if that worker does any of those bully tactics, THEY ARE SO FIRED! I can't stand bullies and I can't help them. They are a special lot of people with mental illness unto themselves. I don't know how to fix it.
All I know is that it hurts really bad to be bullied. All I know is that it can cause a person to have PTSD. All I know is that it's worse than being raped (at least for me it was the case). All I know is that my company shall have no bullies. And I will feel, ever safe.
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