It's been almost a month since I have blogged. As many of you know some deep sadness had to pass though my life. I had to crash and burn myself, to find me again.
I fell into the swirling pit of life's struggles. That horrendous pit that likes to suck the life out of you, yeah that shitty mother fucker that warps your mind into thinking you are worthless and should be tossed into the recycle bin and shredded into package material. Oh yeah, that's where I have been.
Snow blizzards are like rain. It washes your life clean, and you can start anew. As the giant flakes fall, I can say that I'm seeing the way out of this entrepreneur misery of my soul. I believe I'm coming back to you. I believe I'm going to do what my startup mind wants to achieve. I'm going to continue to build my gift for humanity.
It is my extreme walk in life that I experience the brutality of us humans. I go to places that I think I will never come out of, and then I do. It shows me who you and I are.
To hang from the noose and decide that, my death is assured, so why not keep living and see the next joy, the next heartbreak, and the next smile to be? Yeah, it can get incredible hard to carry our crosses. We will scream, nail me to it now! The thing is, if you choose to go through the struggle, stand when you want to lie down, show up when you want to curl up,breath when you want erase. Yeah, these very hard things to do in life. When we choose even if it's the most down we have ever been, when we choose to stand up and keep going, when our failures dance in our heads with a taunting of cruelty, we push on. It's........ I and you. Decide that no matter how far down the swirling well we are, we know we are strong enough to climb out of it.
I've been at the bottom of this darkness and I'm climbing out of it. Please take my hand ~
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