Right now I'm in my worst season. Summer. I should be happy for the warm days, rain, beautiful flowers and time to go camping, hiking, and dirt bike riding. Yet, summer for me is double my work load. The household chores pile up like the ant hills being built outside by the earths mystery of 'where do they live all winter?
I don't know, really right now I'd like to break out in a million curse words. I'd like God to take away my desire to build some startup. I'm not only long shot startup girl, I'm probably the least likely ever to succeed at it. Still, I continue, even when regular life becomes a burden. What am I supposed to be doing? This search to find life's purpose isn't easy. It's painful. I wish God was clear as to what he wants me to do,cause all these roads are dead ends that never end.
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