Merry Christmas To Struggling Entrepreneurs!

It's been insane inside my head lately. I have so much going on. A hundred things I'm working on, truthfully three projects that I have a ton a passion for, and want to spend every day all day long on them, but I have life responsibilities, that I certainly must do. The day job, the bills, the reading to my blind mother. The responsibility list is way longer then the three things I have passion for.

All these things start the swirling inside my brain. It's like I need to shut down and force myself to lay in bed netflixing for hours, but I don't and the insanity spills out on my husband and kids. Mostly the husband. 

When I talk about struggling entrepreneurs, I don't necessarily mean 'struggling to make your startup work' cause that's a given. I often mean the way we are wired in the brain and how "normal people" interact with us. We are not anything like them and this causes a big conflict. It usually makes us look for sure insane, and them more normal.

What are my three things I want to do?

1. Continue learning code on Freecodecamp.com
2. Continue attending Toastmasters, writing and giving speeches and a lot more.
3. Bring and old product back to life.

None of which I've been able to dedicate any quality time to. It kills me, but I have to do those three things as it eases my pain. The pain of being a struggling entrepreneur. I have to do things that lead me to create. It's the only way the constant torture inside me can be satisfied. 

Here is my present for you! Totally loving this man Michael Kiwanuka.

Wow,You Are So Serious Startup -

The day I started this blog some three years ago I had no idea what a blog was. I did my research after, and found out some interesting things. Mostly those things pissed me off.

First thing I should do, is lure you into doing what I want.

Yeah, there are things I should do 'according to the blog gods' to get you to follow me and all kinds of other things I should be doing. Of course this is all in the search for success. If I do not do those things then I'm some kind of loser blogger chick who's not successful! Fuck that. I'm not going to blog to get you to do something. Personally I just feel that's evil. 

I may have a mere 40K views and ZERO followers, and no comments, but I don't care. I'm me. I don't blog to gain some fame. If that comes so be it, but screw these people who are masters of the internet and tell us how we should behave. I'm a regular Joe Schmo, and I'm good with that.

My last post was about homeless people In Startup Land. I am a bit sad that you could have really cared less. I got 4 views on that post even though I tweeted it out with the same cycle as all my other post. (Again I don't play games and post at high times and what not. I just post when I post) You seem to be a crowd of people who only like when I post about startup stuff. You really like the last startup I was in Kazamster. With this post: Nothing Better Then Working On a Startup That Has Something To Do With Music. Yeah,you like that that post. Problem is, it's another struggling startup, that I'm not even working on now cause the guys joined a pot startup. The potential of it is unknown.

I'll work on writing more about startups if you work on caring about humanity's problems. Deal?